Life-Desires Updates

As I continue to find helpful information and experience those "ah-ha moments" I will post them here.


Mar 11, 2023

Can't Take Credit

I can't take credit for this, but it totally resonates with me. What if this "event" that has been predicted is SOUL-AR, rather than SOLAR?


Sep 26, 2022

Who Do You Trust?

I've heard numerous people asking if certain YouTubers can be trusted.

I believe that most people are legitimate, BUT you have to remember that it's their truth and it may not be your truth.

The only person that you can trust with 100% certainty is YOU, your own Higher Self, your own innate intelligence. It's the ONLY place to get specific answers for YOU.

I'm not saying that watching videos is a bad thing. For me, they bring up good questions to ask my Higher Self, but I find that most of the information doesn't even apply to me.

This is what I mean. For many years, when I asked if I was Pleiadian I got a yes. But when I asked if I was a Starseed or a Lightworker the answer was always a no. So, then what the heck am I? I'm also told that I have no guides and only one angel. I figured out that her name is Abigail.

Recently, I was listening to someone talking about "New Humans". The general description fit me perfectly, so I began to ask my Higher Self. I could have just assumed that I was, but only my Higher Self knows for sure.

I ends up that I am a "New Human", which explains a whole lot and there are millions of us.

"New Human" means that this is your first human lifetime. You left your life on another planet to be here for this "Divine Plan". A "New Human" has no past life karma, trauma or anything else to clear. Your only "baggage" is what you've experienced during this lifetime.

There are also the videos that say you MUST do this in order to ascend. Just because it's true for them, doesn't mean that it's true for you.

When I ask my Higher Self if going Vegan would be a good idea, I get a no. Would it be a good idea to quit smoking cigarettes? I get, "No". How about meditation and exercise? I get, "No" on both. We all listen to these videos, believing that this is what we MUST do and it may not even apply to you. We may be making this much harder than it actually is.

Do you know if you came to be a warrior, a builder, a bridge, a teacher or a healer? How about a realm worker? Only your Higher Self knows for sure.

You are unique. Your Higher Self is YOU and it will tell you what you need to know. Although, I also found out that some things are based on when you need to know them.

The link below will take you to the page about Guidance and the Higher Self or your innate intelligence.

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Aug 06, 2022

Divine Timing

Yesterday, I had another string of questions to ask my Higher Self. I know that it can't predict the future because of timeline shifts, so I phrased them all in a way that simply asked if it was a good probability. Every answer was a "Yes". BUT, with further questioning, every single answer also came with "it's all about Divine timing".

So you're not doing anything "wrong". It's not always about raising your vibration or anything that you should be doing. Your Higher Self has already manifested everything for you. It's all based on Divine timing. It's just not time yet.

Jul 25, 2022

Your Purpose

For a very long time now, when I asked my guidance if I should do something I got a "No". It seemed like I was only supposed to do what was absolutely necessary and I didn't understand. I want to follow my guidance, but I felt very lazy.

The other day I was listening to someone talk about how we leave our bodies at night to do our work. Unfortunately, most of us don't remember.

They said to pay close attention to your dreams. Have a notebook next to your bed. As soon as you wake up, jot down anything that seems important.

Of course, if you're like me, you have some really stupid dreams, but recently there have been a few where I felt like I was teaching or learning.

Last night, I had one where there was a written list of some kind. I remember that it was in English, in alphabetical order and I believe that it was written in all CAPITAL letters. Other than that, I couldn't remember, but I'm going to keep doing this.

Maybe we ARE working hard, doing what we came to do, but it's at night and we just don't remember.

We can be grid workers, gatekeepers, teachers and healers, among other things. My guidance says that we are ALL doing this. This is why you should take some time during the day to just relax.


Two nights later.... I was instructing a group, on where to place things in a grid-type set up. I wonder if those things were from "the list"? The only item that I remember is boots and they had a specific spot. Very weird!

Jul 17, 2022

Funny Story

One morning, I walked outside and heard a woodpecker pecking on something. I looked up and there he was, pecking his little brains out on the bathroom skylight.

Of course, my immediate thought was that he could be doing some damage.

I had actually forgotten about it, until my son came home that night. I didn't realize it, but it had been raining. He went into the bathroom and yelled to me that there was water all over the floor. I told him about the woodpecker.

Now here's how the Universe SHOWS you, if you pay attention.

The following day I turned on YouTube and there was the movie "What the Bleep Do We Know?". I hadn't seen it in years, so I decided to watch it again. If you haven't seen it, there is a storyline, but it's basically about quantum physics. Was that just a coincidence? Believe me, there are no coincidences.

The thing that I was supposed to notice was that: Two objects never actually touch, although it didn't sink in immediately.

Not long after, I heard someone say: Everything is an illusion...until you BELIEVE it."

Suddenly, the lightbulb went on. OMG!! That woodpecker couldn't have done any damage, unless I BELIEVE it. His beak never actually touched that skylight.

We have had torrential rain; numerous times since then and there hasn't been a single drop of water on the bathroom floor. No, my son didn't fix it. It's way too high.

You are constantly being shown, but it's a puzzle that you have to find the pieces to.

Apr 16, 2022

There Are No Coincidences

Back around 2015, I bought a couple of books talking about how the subconscious mind affects manifesting.

I've said it numerous times. Your Higher Self is your best friend. Sometimes it doesn't seem that way, but it always makes sense in the end, if you pay attention.

Yesterday, I was using the technique that I learned to get answers to a couple of questions. All of a sudden something didn't make sense. I was getting a different answer than what I believed to be true.

At that point, I sort of had an argument with my Higher Self. In fact, I even asked, "Isn't that what you told me?" The answer was a yes. Then why is the answer different now?

To make a long story short, the title of one of these books popped into my head. I asked, "Is that where my answer is?" I got a yes.

At that point, I was still arguing with my Higher Self, believing that it had lied, but after reading about 20 pages, I understood.

The first part of my answer came when I read, "You know what you need to know when you need to know it." You will not always get 100% truth until you're ready for it. That was not a coincidence. It was a reminder.

A few pages later it said, "Knowing who you really are is the first essential step". That's the key. Back in 2015, I thought I knew, but not at the level that I do now. That explains why I was guided to the Paul Selig books.

This is definitely a process for all of us. I can see now that I had to learn other things first, even after years of studying. There is a Divine order to everything.

You may want to read the page "Who You Really Are" by clicking the link below.

Continue reading "There Are No Coincidences"

Jan 03, 2022

5 Little Words

I think that this came from someone channeling Archangel Metatron and he said, "Read the book Conversations With God over and over until you get it."

I decided to start reading it again for the 3rd time. One thing that I noticed this time, is that "God" is definitely saying that "he" is just energy, without saying it directly.

Then 5 little words hit me like a ton of bricks.

"God knows what you know."

If God is the energy of the entire Universe and everything has a vibration and frequency, then this energy KNOWS what you know. If your vibration and frequency is fear, then it knows. If you're in doubt, it knows. If you don't have complete faith, it knows. You can't hide it, because it mirrors those exact emotions.

He goes on to say, "You can't expect God to be less clear than you."

So those who say, "fake it until you make it" are misguided. This energy clearly knows what you know. Your vibration and frequency say it all. You have to completely let go of those emotions that no longer serve you. There is no pretending, no faking and no denying.

Dec 15, 2021

This Is Crazy

I've said this many times. Sometimes this is all like a puzzle and you have to wait for the pieces to fit.

I don't remember exactly when I wrote it, but I believe that it was early this year. It was on my ascension page and it said that Mother Earth, Gaia had jumped into a 5D timeline. But, a certain amount of people had to connect with her daily, in order to stabilize her there. At the time, we weren't doing very well.

Then about 7 months ago, I heard one of my favorite channelers say, that she didn't get this as a specific message, but a very strong feeling. We actually lost a year.

Now remember, time doesn't actually exist. Nothing is linear. We can jump timelines in an instant.

Then about 4 months ago, I was asking my guidance if I needed to make any changes on this site. I was led to the statement about Gaia being 5D. It suddenly felt untrue, so I deleted it.

Today, this same channeler did a video for December. Throughout the entire thing, she said December 2020. Yet the video was uploaded 4 hours ago. This is 2021. Why is she saying 2020?

Everyone wonders what's taking so long. We lost a year. Technically we went backwards. Gaia dropped back into a 4D timeline, because we didn't "wake up" fast enough. We stayed in fear much longer than expected. This is also why the virus is still around. It was predicted by many to end a long time ago.

My guidance is saying that yes, this is the highest truth. It sounds crazy, but it really does explain a lot.

It just goes to show that predictions and dates don't really mean a thing. It also explains why "Let go of expectations" is so HUGE right now.

Dec 11, 2021


All of a sudden, I'm getting these crazy downloads or clarification in my thinking on the way I've been doing and saying things. It's becoming a consistent message to stop listening to just anyone.

For example, I heard one mantra last night, that said, "Bless my home with pure love and light". It sounds good, so what could possibly be "wrong" with that?

It's doubt. What you're actually saying is that you don't believe that your home is ALREADY blessed. You're having to ask, in order to make sure.

A better way to say it would be, "My home IS blessed with pure love and light". You're saying that it already IS and you have no doubt.

If you have a few mantras that you say on a regular basis, think about what you are really saying to the Universe.

This is why "I AM" statements are good. "I AM" statements are saying that you already are or it's already done. I AM blessed. Can you see the difference?

"I KNOW" is another good beginning for mantras. I KNOW that I am love. I KNOW that I am blessed.

It's the same with prayers. Please, please, please prayers are desperation, saying that "I don't have it". If you attract the message that you're sending out, then what will you get back?

You might want to read the page on "Prayers".

Nov 24, 2021

Wow! Again

I believe that there are many who question their guidance.

A number of months ago, it seemed like every video that I watched said, "Stock up on emergency food. There will be power outages and more lockdowns. Be prepared." I didn't go crazy, but I listened and bought extra.

Within the last few years, my husband had a hip replaced and he lost his peripheral vision. They told him that he couldn't drive anymore which absolutely destroyed him. We also lost our dog, which was especially devastating for him. To make a long story short, many annoying problems, but not life threatening. There is still no doubt that he was miserable.

On October 25th, he couldn't stand up. I tried to help him, but within less than a minute he sank to the ground and that was it. Paramedics worked on him for a long, long, time but there was no response.

Now this is not a story asking for sympathy. This is a story about how the Universe works.

So, here I am suddenly alone. There was no insurance. Luckily, our son offered to pay for the cremation. I did buy a good size grocery order a few days before this, which now was food for one instead of two. Social Security wasn't coming for another 3 weeks. Now it would be much less. Did I begin to panic? Absolutely.

Suddenly last week I realized something. I haven't spent a cent on food and I still have a ton. Am I being protected? Did my Higher Self guide me to buying this extra food because it knew? Is this showing me that the Universe really does have my back?

I used the little technique that has become my "savior" and sure enough, all of the above was true. All I can say is Wow!

There are also a few other lessons in this. Have faith. Pay attention, because your Higher Self is always guiding you. Above all, trust that you will be just fine.

Nov 05, 2021


This sort of explains it all.

Yesterday, I saw an article about science questioning the Big Bang Theory. They're saying that the Universe is too balanced. They believe that a cosmic explosion would have caused total chaos. They're now saying that it's too balanced for that to be possible. Remember that the Universe is not logical.

Last night, I was listening to my favorite channeler. She asked if the "white hats" or the Alliance are ready to go?

The answer was....that they have been ready for a long time, but the planets must align, numbers must align. There's a lot of truth to astrology and sacred geometry. The consciousness of the people must also align. There are many places on the planet where the energy is aligned, but many places where it's not. Everything must be balanced. This is why all of this is happening, because Earth is out of balance.

People must get out of fear. Unfortunately, that's exactly what the "black hats" or the manipulators are trying to keep us in. We must have faith and patience. It's OK to be aware, but then let it go. Create more balance in your life, whatever it takes.

So then, living in the now is balance. Knowing who you really are is balance. Living from the heart is balance. Spirituality is about balance.

Oct 31, 2021

Why Do We Do This?

If I said to you, "You can manifest anything", what would your mind say? It would probably say, "No I can't" or it would come up with an excuse like, "Then why can't I manifest a million dollars?".

If I told you that you were beautiful, how many would just say "Thank you" and believe it? Some may possibly say "Thank you", while their mind is saying, "No I'm not".

Think about this. We BELIEVE the negative. The list is endless. Maybe not for everyone, but for a good portion of us.

I heard someone say that they wanted to move, but they haven't put their house on the market, because something keeps going wrong. They believe that the Universe is sending them a message not to move.

The Universe/God/Source will never tell you what to do. You have free will. It's YOU that's stopping YOU. It's your mind that's stopping you. It's your own mind making excuses. It's doubt, fear and logic that's stopping this woman. She is the one manifesting those things going wrong.

This is why we have to get out of our heads and KNOW how powerful we really are. If you manifest who you are, who you are BEING or the vibration that you're sending out, then it's YOU stopping you.

Think about it. What is your reaction if I say that you are powerful, that you are perfect and you are so deserving? How many of us can believe it with 100% certainty?

Jun 12, 2021

A Huge Ah-ha Moment

I didn't realize, until recently, how HUGE this quote is:

"You don't get what you need. You don't get what you want. You get what you ARE."

The world reflects to you who you believe that you ARE.

Let's say that you start a business. You always doubt that it's good enough. You always believe that you must do more and work harder. Maybe you should advertise more or do some videos in order to get noticed. It's a constant worry.

It's not about DOING. You get what you ARE. If you're doubting, worrying and you have no confidence in yourself. If you always believe that it's not good enough, then that is what you're manifesting. You are being SHOWN more of the same.

How many times have you heard that you should do what you love? You don't have to work hard. You don't have to be brilliant. You don't have to DO more. Nothing needs to be FIXED. It's because you are constantly manifesting who you ARE and who you are BEING.

I've even written these statements over and over and I still didn't realize how HUGE this was.


Now these are just examples, but this whole concept can also cause physical pain. Think about this. If your knees hurt for no real reason, it's possible that you are unstable in some way. If your shoulders hurt you may be carrying too much burden or stress, too much of "a load". If your back hurts you may not be standing "firm" or "tall".

"You don't get what you need. You don't get what you want. You get what you ARE."

Jun 06, 2021


There are times when I sound like a broken record, talking about my guidance, but it's so important.

It's been about 3 years since I really began to ask and then pay attention. The difference has been huge. There is no doubt that we are each being shown the way.

Like many, I recently got caught up in these videos by the "truthers" or the "theorists", whatever you choose to call them. Now I'm finding myself waiting and waiting for something to happen and getting very frustrated when it doesn't. I think that deep down, there's a part of me hoping for something to happen, just so that someone will finally believe me.

For a few weeks now, my guidance has allowed me to go "down the rabbit hole", but suddenly within the last few days, I'm being shown the other side of it, over and over again.

I'm not saying that there's no truth to any of it. I believe that there is. But, timelines are constantly changing, depending on the collective consciousness. No one can really predict any of this.

We can't allow it to drag us down. We are the ones who need to hold steady and be strong. It's our trust and faith that will bring the darkness to the surface, to be released.

The Bible talks about the second coming of Christ. It's now my understanding that it's OUR Christ Consciousness that they're talking about

Yet I see so many, including myself, spending their days HOPING, WISHING and WAITING for something to happen. Then getting upset when it doesn't.

This is all a big fat story. We are actually watching the 3rd dimensional story collapse. This is why we came here, in this lifetime. Not to suffer, not to live in fear, but to see this happen. We must not allow 3D to effect our state of consciousness.

Jun 02, 2021

Message Received

Let me just say that there are still a couple of things concerning religion, that continue to "set me off". I realize that many, especially those who are not awakened, still believe these things and it's their choice. If I think back, I also believed these things for most of my life, but I still tend to react.

So last week I listened to few different videos, completely unaware that I was being guided in any way. In every single video, someone began to talk about these things. It was almost like someone was trying to "set me off". What the heck is going on?

Then, I just happened to click on a video, of someone channeling Jesus. I completely believed that it was my "human choice" to listen to it, but I don't think so.

One sentence has been on my mind ever since.

"If your intention is to wake everyone up, then you are coming from a position of I am right, I am awake and you are wrong, you are not awake." ~ Jesus (Yeshua) ~

The message was received. If this is what these people believe then just let it alone.

Each and every one of us chose a certain path or experience. When it's time for these people to "wake up" they will. My beliefs do not have to be theirs. I had no idea, but I was being guided through this whole "lesson".

If nothing else it proves that you are never alone and EVERYTHING that happens is showing you something.

May 20, 2021

I've Got Your Back

This is how guidance works, along with the little technique that I use.

The other day I woke up with a song in my head. I know that there's a commercial right now saying "I've got your back", but this was an older song that I haven't heard in a very long time.

I wondered why I was singing that song, so...I asked. Does this song mean something? "Yes".

After I thought about it for a while, I decided to ask if I needed to be protected from something and the answer was another "Yes".

I asked a few more questions and came up with nothing. I finally asked if I could possibly be in a car accident. "Yes".

I was planning to go grocery shopping the next morning, so I asked if I should go and the answer was "No". Then I asked if it would be safe to go today and the answer was "Yes".

I have absolutely no proof that something would have happened yesterday. I also have free will and I didn't have to listen, but it was no big deal to wait. I went this morning without any problems.

I've said it over and over. It doesn't always make sense in the beginning, but my guidance has never lied to me or led me down the wrong path. Every single thing has made sense in the end.

May 11, 2021


This post is for those who are feeling fear or feeling very uneasy right now.

In order for fear to be released it has to be SEEN or observed. Fear is running rampant right now. We MUST know who we really are and how powerful we really are.

I was listening to a video last night from a woman who has 135,000 followers on YouTube. She was having a discussion with one of my favorite channelers about the vaccine.

She said that someone came to her house who she knew had received the vaccine. Before they arrived she said a prayer and got out every piece of jewelry that would protect her from that vaccinated person. She was terrified to be around them.

The other woman, who is the real reason that I listened, basically said that it's ridiculous and I totally agree. Some are afraid of the virus, others the vaccine. Then there are the Chemtrails, 5G, chemicals in our food, eating meat and the list goes on. Fear is out of control.

If you KNOW who you really are and how powerful you really are, then you would not be in fear of anything. The Higher Self, is free of fear. This is why we must merge.

Fear creates an imbalance in the energetic body and you are becoming the attractor of more fear. Fear and love cannot occupy the same space. Fear keeps us small. Fear keeps us hiding. You always have the choice to choose fear or love.

I was really disappointed that this woman with 135,000 followers is in so much fear. Now I know why my guidance is leading me away from many, many, of these "teachers". I only listen to a select few.

May 08, 2021

It's Getting Weird Again

Back in October of 2020 I was guided to delete all of the older blog posts on this page.

Since then, it seems that the message has consistently been to "keep it simple". It's really not as hard as we're making it.

Then I was guided to write "No More Self Help". If you're awakened and you've been "doing the work" for a while, then self-help is not what you need anymore.

Today, I had a very strong feeling to delete both the "Manifesting" page and the "Reality" page. I kept asking my Higher Self, "Are you sure?", because this website is getting shorter and shorter. The answer was a yes every time.

Now I understand why the "Reality" page needed to go. It's another thing that isn't necessary. If quantum physicists don't understand it, then how can the average human understand? All we really need to know is that everything is energy and all energy is connected. Reality is just an illusion and nothing is as it seems. Physical reality doesn't exist except as a reflection of what you most strongly believe is true for you. Trying to figure everything out and being in your head all of the time is very 3rd dimensional.

But what about the "Manifesting" page? This site has basically been a Law of Attraction site, so why delete that page? I asked if something was incorrect and the answer was no. I still have to figure this one out.


The answer is that I don't need an entire page. The answers are already here. The "human you" doesn't actually manifest. It's the Higher Self that holds the high frequencies. KNOW who you really are, merge with the Higher Self and it will all come to you.

You may want to read the Law of Attraction page. I'll link it below.

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May 06, 2021

Tones, Sounds, Vibrations and Frequencies

God, Source, whatever you choose to call it, is tones, sounds, vibrations and frequencies and so are you.

So what does that mean?

It doesn't matter WHAT you do. It's how the doing of it makes you FEEL. If you're getting frustrated, becoming impatient, getting annoyed, then you're not aligned with the tone, sound, vibration and frequency of the Divine within you.

For months, I've had a strong feeling not to DO certain things unless it was absolutely necessary. It didn't make any sense, but now I finally get it.

A good example of this is the feeling that I should stop "A Course In Miracles". There is no doubt about the importance of it. It's helped thousands of people, but it was just too religious sounding for me. I wasn't enjoying it. When something becomes a chore, ask your guidance to show you another alternative. For me, I found it in Paul Selig's books.

Click the link below for more information.

Continue reading "Tones, Sounds, Vibrations and Frequencies"

Apr 16, 2021

This Applies To So Much

I was just listening to a video last night and this applies to so much....

Every time you fight against another energy, by trying to suppress it, battle it, destroy it, you're trying to control it. That same energy, that you want to go away, will only loop back around again and again until you accept it, just the way that it is without judgement.

As soon as you begin to fight against something, just stop. Come back to NOW and accept it.

Apr 08, 2021


I was listening to a video last night and there was a channeled message:

"If you as a human race, were able to drop all judgement collectively in one moment, the entire New Earth would spring up before your eyes with little effort."

They were talking about all judgement. Both the judgement of yourself and of others.


It's funny, no sooner did I hear that, almost everything that I listened to talked about judgement. It's as if I'm being told that "this is important, get more clarity on it".

I did and I just finished re-writing parts of my page about judgement.

Click the link below if you care to read it.

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Apr 07, 2021

Awakening and Ascension

This is coming up over and over again and I'm going to try to clear things up.

Awakening and ascension are two totally different things.

Awakening or realization is the awareness and the KNOWING of who you really are. KNOWING that you, this human in this body, is not the REAL you. KNOWING that you're here just having an experience in order to gain wisdom. KNOWING that there is definitely something going on.

Not everyone chose to awaken or at least not yet and that's absolutely fine. People are awakening in waves.

Ascension, on the other hand, is preparing your BODY to hold more energy, to hold the higher vibrations and frequencies of the 5th dimension. EVERYONE'S body is being prepared. It's coming from the sun, activating light codes within your DNA. Your Higher Self is in control of it.

So you can raise your consciousness, your awareness and your KNOWING to a 5D state or even higher, but your body will only hold the energies, vibrations and frequencies that it is capable of holding right now. It's all a gradual process.

I've heard reality described as a game, a simulation, a movie and a hologram. Some say that we are playing a "role", others say that we're "wearing a mask". Just because you don't like someone or you don't agree with them, doesn't mean that they won't ascend. I actually heard of someone who was terrified that a family member wouldn't ascend, because they voted for the "other guy".

Everyone chose their own path, their "role", their own experiences which have created who they have become. Some have not awakened, but their bodies will still be prepared for ascension and those 5D energies.

It's the KNOWING that will make the difference, yet you can't force anyone to awaken or to understand. You're interfering with their journey, with their personal choices and agreements. Forcing them does nothing but annoy them.

Mar 10, 2021

Releasing Emotions

For many, many years I've heard teachings about staying positive and raising your vibration. There's nothing "wrong" with that, but a few years ago, I learned that those teachings aren't quite accurate. We need to honor our emotions, face our fears and allow them to be released, rather than trying to push them aside in order to stay positive.

Today, I finally heard why. It's because of our DNA. Within the 10 strands that science has called "junk DNA", there is a multidimensional strand being activated. It holds the "ascension codes", the "God codes" or whatever you choose to call them. The downloads that are coming in are trying to activate those codes. But, if you're holding old negative energies and fears, it's blocking those activations, like a fog.

Do whatever it takes to let go of everything that no longer serves you. If you have to cry, scream, throw a temper tantrum, do it. Release it to make room for more activations.

This explains again, why my Higher Self keeps putting the song "Let It Go" from the movie Frozen, in my head every time I get frustrated. I've heard it about 50 times in the last few months.

Mar 06, 2021

Our Worst Fear

I've heard many times that our biggest fear as a human, is death. The next biggest is that we are terrified to find out how powerful we really are.

I realized something today. I believe that it's much more about being afraid of the unknown.

Let's say that someone was going to mix you a magic potion that would immediately lift you to a 5th dimensional state, physically, emotionally and spiritually. It would be ready in 15 minutes.

The 15 minutes is up and now you've had time to think about it. How willing would you be to drink it? I'm sure that there are some who would drink it immediately, but I believe that most would come up with many questions.

What will the world look like if I drink this? What will I be like? How will I act? Will I still be with my family and friends? What will people think of me? Will I still have the things that I love? Can I completely let go and just have faith?

Many believe that they have conquered the fear, the worry and the doubt, but think about this. How many questions would you have before you considered drinking that potion? How many of us can completely let go of the control and just allow?

Jan 08, 2021

This Gave Me Chills

I was just listening to a channeled audio book by Lee Carroll. It's a beautiful story called "The Journey Home".

All I can say is OMG. This just explained the entire year of 2020 for me and this website.

After learning a simple technique to communicate with my Higher Self, I've put 100% trust in it. I don't always understand what I'm being guided to do, but I've learned not to argue. Believe me, I used to argue.

After being guided to delete pages, shorten pages and write new pages I completely get it. The last part of this book said EVERYTHING that I have been guided to write.

Here's a shortened version:

When Michael was asked, by the Golden Angel if he wanted to see the face of God, he suddenly saw his own. The explanation was that if you love God, then you must also love yourself.

Your Higher Self is the part of God that resides in you. Unfortunately, there is something in each human that fights to keep them from believing that they could possibly be anything other than human.

Nothing will stop you faster, on your journey to full awakening than believing that you don't deserve it.

We are all angels of the highest order. We are the ones who can make a difference for all of humanity. It's the intent to be here. Just your presence is honorable and correct. You are a piece of God walking the planet for a higher purpose. You are highly loved and honored. You planned to come here. You stood in line.

KNOW that you are a sacred entity of heaven itself. Partner with your Higher Self. KNOW who you really are.

Oct 10, 2020

Here We Go Again

Things are getting very weird for me again and I'm back to making daily changes. I've said it before and I'll say it again. It's all a huge puzzle. You have to be patient until all of the pieces fit and it's not always a fast process.

This is one thing that I've been guided to, over and over again. We can awaken and become aware, but you will only awaken fully when it's time. Only when your soul's "agreement" for you, is complete. Only when you are physically, emotionally, spiritually and mentally ready. Only when you and your Higher Self become ONE.

Another thing that I keep hearing is that this should be easy and effortless. Yet many are trying to rush it. They're seeking and searching for more information, more things to do, in order to get there more quickly. You can't do it more quickly.

They're also saying that even after ascension is complete and you fully awaken, it's not all joy and bliss. You are still going to be YOU, the human. You can still get sick. There may still be pain. You will get angry and frustrated, although you will deal with it much differently.

The bottom line is that "It will come to you". You don't have to seek, search, work hard or change yourself. It will all come to you if you let go and allow your Higher Self to guide you.


Another thing that I was guided to do, was delete every single blog post from the last 5 years. I asked my guidance numerous times, to make absolutely sure that I got the message right. WHY?

I still haven't figured out the reasoning behind it, but there is ALWAYS a reason.