Life-Desires Updates

As I continue to find helpful information and experience those "ah-ha moments" I will post them here.


Nov 26, 2021


I listen to a lot of videos. I'm not going to mention any names here, because I would never do that.

I was listening to one the other night. This person, who always seems so upbeat and loving life had a pretty horrendous accident. I began to ask my guidance. Why? Why would someone like this have an accident?

Somehow, through a long list of questions I got that it was the mindset. Yes, this person is exactly the way that they seem, but the deeper reason for the work that they do is money.

There is absolutely nothing wrong with money. There is nothing wrong with getting paid for your services. The question that you have to ask is...why am I doing it? If you didn't earn a dime, would you still do it? Do you really authentically love what you're doing or is it just for money? This applies to everything.

This actually brings me back, full circle to my Home Page. I was stopped dead in my tracks on this website back in 2019. I didn't understand it, but at the time, the person who was my biggest source of information, was not being authentic. They were not only channeling a lower energy being, but now they were in it for the money, more than anything else. I'm also getting that it didn't start out that way for them, but that's where it ended up.

Isn't this basically what's going on in the world now? They keep saying, "Follow the money". It's not the money itself. It's doing what you're doing, just FOR the money.

Now this one applies mostly to spirituality, but I think it's pretty common. Feeling that you are more "awakened" than others and this somehow makes you "better". You can't wait, for something...anything to happen, so that you can say, "I told you so. I knew it, but you wouldn't listen." That's also not being authentic.

Don't feel bad, I've had that last thought when someone, especially my son, insinuated that I was a fool for believing any of this. We're human, we're not perfect.

Nov 24, 2021

Wow! Again

Most of us believe that our thoughts are our own. Many question their guidance.

A number of months ago, it seemed like every video that I watched said, "Stock up on emergency food. We're going to have power outages and more lockdowns. Be prepared." Well, it was also hurricane season and I live in Florida so I listened. I didn't go crazy, but I bought extra.

Within the last few years, my husband had a hip replaced and he lost his peripheral vision. They told him that he couldn't drive anymore which absolutely destroyed him. We also lost our dog, which was especially devastating for him. To make a long story short, many annoying problems, but not life threatening. There is still no doubt that he was miserable.

On October 25th, he couldn't stand up. I tried to help him, but within less than a minute he sank to the ground and that was it. Paramedics worked on him for a long, long, time but there was no response.

Now this is in no way a story asking for sympathy. By the way, I'm doing fine. I honestly don't believe in "death". This is a story about how the Universe works.

So, here I am suddenly alone. There was no insurance. Luckily, our son offered to pay for the cremation. I did buy a good size grocery order a few days before this, which now was food for one instead of two. Social Security wasn't coming for another 3 weeks and now it would be much less. Did I begin to panic? Absolutely.

Last week, I realized something. I haven't spent a cent on food and I still have a ton. Was I just set up by the Universe? Did his soul and Higher Self know this was going to happen? Did my Higher Self guide me to those videos, so that I would have this extra food? Is this showing me that the Universe really does have my back?

I used the little technique that has become my "savior" and sure enough, all of the above was true. All I can say is Wow!

There are also a few lessons in this. Have faith. Pay attention, because your Higher Self is always guiding you. Above all, trust that you will be just fine.

Nov 05, 2021


This sort of explains it all.

Yesterday, I saw an article about science questioning the Big Bang Theory. They're saying that the Universe is too balanced. They believe that a cosmic explosion would have caused total chaos. They're now saying that it's too balanced for that to be possible. Remember that the Universe is not logical.

Last night, I was listening to my favorite channeler. She asked if the "white hats" or the Alliance are ready to go?

The answer was....that they have been ready for a long time, but the planets must align, numbers must align. There's a lot of truth to astrology and sacred geometry. The consciousness of the people must also align. There are many places on the planet where the energy is aligned, but many places where it's not. Everything must be balanced. This is why all of this is happening, because Earth is out of balance.

People must get out of fear. Unfortunately, that's exactly what the "black hats" or the manipulators are trying to keep us in. We must have faith and patience. It's OK to be aware, but focus more on how you want life to be and not what you see "out there". Create more balance in your life, whatever it takes.

So then, living in the now is balance. Knowing who you really are is balance. Living from the heart is balance. Spirituality is about balance.

Oct 31, 2021

Why Do We Do This?

If I said to you, "You can manifest anything", what would your mind say? It would probably say, "No I can't" or it would come up with an excuse like, "Then why can't I manifest a million dollars?".

If I told you that you were beautiful, how many would just say "Thank you" and believe it? Some may possibly say "Thank you", while their mind is saying, "No I'm not".

Think about this. We BELIEVE the negative. The list is endless. Maybe not for everyone, but for a good portion of us.

I heard someone say that they wanted to move, but they haven't put their house on the market, because something keeps going wrong. They believe that the Universe is sending them a message not to move.

The Universe/God/Source will never tell you what to do. You have free will. It's YOU that's stopping YOU. It's your mind that's stopping you. It's your own mind making excuses. It's doubt, fear and logic that's stopping this woman. She is the one manifesting those things going wrong.

This is why we have to get out of our heads and KNOW how powerful we really are. If you manifest who you are, who you are BEING or the vibration that you're sending out, then it's YOU stopping you.

Think about it. What is your reaction if I say that you are powerful, that you are perfect and you are so deserving? How many of us can believe it with 100% certainty?

Jun 12, 2021

A Huge Ah-ha Moment

I didn't realize, until recently, how HUGE this quote is:

"You don't get what you need. You don't get what you want. You get what you ARE."

The world reflects to you who you believe that you ARE.

Let's say that you start a business. You always doubt that it's good enough. You always believe that you must do more and work harder. Maybe you should advertise more or do some videos in order to get noticed. It's a constant worry.

It's not about DOING. You get what you ARE. If you're doubting, worrying and you have no confidence in yourself. If you always believe that it's not good enough, then that is what you're manifesting. You are being SHOWN more of the same.

How many times have you heard that you should do what you love? You don't have to work hard. You don't have to be brilliant. You don't have to DO more. Nothing needs to be FIXED. It's because you are constantly manifesting who you ARE and who you are BEING.

I've even written these statements over and over and I still didn't realize how HUGE this was.


Now these are just examples, but this whole concept can also cause physical pain. Think about this. If your knees hurt for no real reason, it's possible that you are unstable in some way. If your shoulders hurt you may be carrying too much burden or stress, too much of "a load". If your back hurts you may not be standing "firm" or "tall".

"You don't get what you need. You don't get what you want. You get what you ARE."

Jun 06, 2021


There are times when I sound like a broken record, talking about my guidance, but it's so important.

It's been about 3 years since I really began to ask and then pay attention. The difference has been huge. There is no doubt that we are each being shown the way.

Like many, I recently got caught up in these videos by the "truthers" or the "theorists", whatever you choose to call them. Now I'm finding myself waiting and waiting for something to happen and getting very frustrated when it doesn't. I think that deep down, there's a part of me hoping for something to happen, just so that someone will finally believe me.

For a few weeks now, my guidance has allowed me to go "down the rabbit hole", but suddenly within the last few days, I'm being shown the other side of it, over and over again.

I'm not saying that there's no truth to any of it. I believe that there is. But, timelines are constantly changing, depending on the collective consciousness. No one can really predict any of this.

We can't allow it to drag us down. We are the ones who need to hold steady and be strong. It's our trust and faith that will bring the darkness to the surface, to be released.

The Bible talks about the second coming of Christ. It's now my understanding that it's OUR Christ Consciousness that they're talking about

Yet I see so many, including myself, spending their days HOPING, WISHING and WAITING for something to happen. Then getting upset when it doesn't.

This is all a big fat story. We are actually watching the 3rd dimensional story collapse. This is why we came here, in this lifetime. Not to suffer, not to live in fear, but to see this happen. We must not allow 3D to effect our state of consciousness.

Jun 02, 2021

Message Received

Let me just say that there are still a couple of things concerning religion, that continue to "set me off". I realize that many, especially those who are not awakened, still believe these things and it's their choice. If I think back, I also believed these things for most of my life, but I still tend to react.

So last week I listened to few different videos, completely unaware that I was being guided in any way. In every single video, someone began to talk about these things. It was almost like someone was trying to "set me off". What the heck is going on?

Then, I just happened to click on a video, of someone channeling Jesus. I completely believed that it was my "human choice" to listen to it, but I don't think so.

One sentence has been on my mind ever since.

"If your intention is to wake everyone up, then you are coming from a position of I am right, I am awake and you are wrong, you are not awake." ~ Jesus (Yeshua) ~

The message was received. If this is what these people believe then just let it alone.

Each and every one of us chose a certain path or experience. When it's time for these people to "wake up" they will. My beliefs do not have to be theirs. I had no idea, but I was being guided through this whole "lesson".

If nothing else it proves that you are never alone and EVERYTHING that happens is showing you something.

May 20, 2021

I've Got Your Back

This is how guidance works, along with the little technique that I use.

The other day I woke up with a song in my head. I know that there's a commercial right now saying "I've got your back", but this was an older song that I haven't heard in a very long time.

I wondered why I was singing that song, so...I asked. Does this song mean something? "Yes".

After I thought about it for a while, I decided to ask if I needed to be protected from something and the answer was another "Yes".

I asked a few more questions and came up with nothing. I finally asked if I could possibly be in a car accident. "Yes".

I was planning to go grocery shopping the next morning, so I asked if I should go and the answer was "No". Then I asked if it would be safe to go today and the answer was "Yes".

I have absolutely no proof that something would have happened yesterday. I also have free will and I didn't have to listen, but it was no big deal to wait. I went this morning without any problems.

I've said it over and over. It doesn't always make sense in the beginning, but my guidance has never lied to me or led me down the wrong path. Every single thing has made sense in the end.

May 11, 2021


This post is for those who are feeling fear or feeling very uneasy right now.

In order for fear to be released it has to be SEEN or observed. Fear is running rampant right now. We MUST know who we really are and how powerful we really are.

I was listening to a video last night from a woman who has 135,000 followers on YouTube. She was having a discussion with one of my favorite channelers about the vaccine.

She said that someone came to her house who she knew had received the vaccine. Before they arrived she said a prayer and got out every piece of jewelry that would protect her from that vaccinated person. She was terrified to be around them.

The other woman, who is the real reason that I listened, basically said that it's ridiculous and I totally agree. Some are afraid of the virus, others the vaccine. Then there are the Chemtrails, 5G, chemicals in our food, eating meat and the list goes on. Fear is out of control.

If you KNOW who you really are and how powerful you really are, then you would not be in fear of anything. The Higher Self, is free of fear. This is why we must merge.

Fear creates an imbalance in the energetic body and you are becoming the attractor of more fear. Fear and love cannot occupy the same space. Fear keeps us small. Fear keeps us hiding. You always have the choice to choose fear or love.

I was really disappointed that this woman with 135,000 followers is in so much fear. Now I know why my guidance is leading me away from many, many, of these "teachers". I only listen to a select few.

May 08, 2021

It's Getting Weird Again

Back in October of 2020 I was guided to delete all of the older blog posts on this page.

Since then, it seems that the message has consistently been to "keep it simple". It's really not as hard as we're making it.

Then I was guided to write "No More Self Help". If you're awakened and you've been "doing the work" for a while, then self-help is not what you need anymore.

Today, I had a very strong feeling to delete both the "Manifesting" page and the "Reality" page. I kept asking my Higher Self, "Are you sure?", because this website is getting shorter and shorter. The answer was a yes every time.

Now I understand why the "Reality" page needed to go. It's another thing that isn't necessary. If quantum physicists don't understand it, then how can the average human understand? All we really need to know is that everything is energy and all energy is connected. Reality is just an illusion and nothing is as it seems. Physical reality doesn't exist except as a reflection of what you most strongly believe is true for you. Trying to figure everything out and being in your head all of the time is very 3rd dimensional.

But what about the "Manifesting" page? This site has basically been a Law of Attraction site, so why delete that page? I asked if something was incorrect and the answer was no. I still have to figure this one out.


The answer is that I don't need an entire page. The answers are already here. The "human you" doesn't actually manifest. It's the Higher Self that holds the high frequencies. KNOW who you really are, merge with the Higher Self and it will all come to you.

You may want to read the Law of Attraction page. I'll link it below.

Continue reading "It's Getting Weird Again"

May 06, 2021

Tones, Sounds, Vibrations and Frequencies

God, Source, whatever you choose to call it, is tones, sounds, vibrations and frequencies and so are you.

So what does that mean?

It doesn't matter WHAT you do. It's how the doing of it makes you FEEL. If you're getting frustrated, becoming impatient, getting annoyed, then you're not aligned with the tone, sound, vibration and frequency of the Divine within you.

For months, I've had a strong feeling not to DO certain things unless it was absolutely necessary. It didn't make any sense, but now I finally get it.

A good example of this is the feeling that I should stop "A Course In Miracles". There is no doubt about the importance of it. It's helped thousands of people, but it was just too religious sounding for me. I wasn't enjoying it. When something becomes a chore, ask your guidance to show you another alternative. For me, I found it in Paul Selig's books.

Click the link below for more information.

Continue reading "Tones, Sounds, Vibrations and Frequencies"

Apr 16, 2021

This Applies To So Much

I was just listening to a video last night and this applies to so much....

Every time you fight against another energy, by trying to suppress it, battle it, destroy it, you're trying to control it. That same energy, that you want to go away, will only loop back around again and again until you accept it, just the way that it is without judgement.

As soon as you begin to fight against something, just stop. Come back to NOW and accept it.

Apr 08, 2021


I was listening to a video last night and there was a channeled message:

"If you as a human race, were able to drop all judgement collectively in one moment, the entire New Earth would spring up before your eyes with little effort."

They were talking about all judgement. Both the judgement of yourself and of others.


It's funny, no sooner did I hear that, almost everything that I listened to talked about judgement. It's as if I'm being told that "this is important, get more clarity on it".

I did and I just finished re-writing parts of my page about judgement.

Click the link below if you care to read it.

Continue reading "Judgement"

Apr 07, 2021

Awakening and Ascension

This is coming up over and over again and I'm going to try to clear things up.

Awakening and ascension are two totally different things.

Awakening or realization is the awareness and the KNOWING of who you really are. KNOWING that you, this human in this body, is not the REAL you. KNOWING that you're here just having an experience in order to gain wisdom. KNOWING that there is definitely something going on.

Not everyone chose to awaken or at least not yet and that's absolutely fine. People are awakening in waves.

Ascension, on the other hand, is preparing your BODY to hold more energy, to hold the higher vibrations and frequencies of the 5th dimension. EVERYONE'S body is being prepared. It's coming from the sun, activating light codes within your DNA. Your Higher Self is in control of it.

So you can raise your consciousness, your awareness and your KNOWING to a 5D state or even higher, but your body will only hold the energies, vibrations and frequencies that it is capable of holding right now. It's all a gradual process.

I've heard reality described as a game, a simulation, a movie and a hologram. Some say that we are playing a "role", others say that we're "wearing a mask". Just because you don't like someone or you don't agree with them, doesn't mean that they won't ascend. I actually heard of someone who was terrified that a family member wouldn't ascend, because they voted for the "other guy".

Everyone chose their own path, their "role", their own experiences which have created who they have become. Some have not awakened, but their bodies will still be prepared for ascension and those 5D energies.

It's the KNOWING that will make the difference, yet you can't force anyone to awaken or to understand. You're interfering with their journey, with their personal choices and agreements. Forcing them does nothing but annoy them.

Mar 10, 2021

Releasing Emotions

For many, many years I've heard teachings about staying positive and raising your vibration. There's nothing "wrong" with that, but a few years ago, I learned that those teachings aren't quite accurate. We need to honor our emotions, face our fears and allow them to be released, rather than trying to push them aside in order to stay positive.

Today, I finally heard why. It's because of our DNA. Within the 10 strands that science has called "junk DNA", there is a multidimensional strand being activated. It holds the "ascension codes", the "God codes" or whatever you choose to call them. The downloads that are coming in are trying to activate those codes. But, if you're holding old negative energies and fears, it's blocking those activations, like a fog.

Do whatever it takes to let go of everything that no longer serves you. If you have to cry, scream, throw a temper tantrum, do it. Release it to make room for more activations.

This explains again, why my Higher Self keeps putting the song "Let It Go" from the movie Frozen, in my head every time I get frustrated. I've heard it about 50 times in the last few months.

Mar 06, 2021

Our Worst Fear

I've heard many times that our biggest fear as a human, is death. The next biggest is that we are terrified to find out how powerful we really are.

I realized something today. I believe that it's much more about being afraid of the unknown.

Let's say that someone was going to mix you a magic potion that would immediately lift you to a 5th dimensional state, physically, emotionally and spiritually. It would be ready in 15 minutes.

The 15 minutes is up and now you've had time to think about it. How willing would you be to drink it? I'm sure that there are some who would drink it immediately, but I believe that most would come up with many questions.

What will the world look like if I drink this? What will I be like? How will I act? Will I still be with my family and friends? What will people think of me? Will I still have the things that I love? Can I completely let go and just have faith?

Many believe that they have conquered the fear, the worry and the doubt, but think about this. How many questions would you have before you considered drinking that potion? How many of us can completely let go of the control and just allow?

Jan 08, 2021

This Gave Me Chills

I was just listening to a channeled audio book by Lee Carroll. It's a beautiful story called "The Journey Home".

All I can say is OMG. This just explained the entire year of 2020 for me and this website.

After learning a simple technique to communicate with my Higher Self, I've put 100% trust in it. I don't always understand what I'm being guided to do, but I've learned not to argue. Believe me, I used to argue.

After being guided to delete pages, shorten pages and write new pages I completely get it. The last part of this book said EVERYTHING that I have been guided to write.

Here's a shortened version:

When Michael was asked, by the Golden Angel if he wanted to see the face of God, he suddenly saw his own. The explanation was that if you love God, then you must also love yourself.

Your Higher Self is the part of God that resides in you. Unfortunately, there is something in each human that fights to keep them from believing that they could possibly be anything other than human.

Nothing will stop you faster, on your journey to full awakening than believing that you don't deserve it.

We are all angels of the highest order. We are the ones who can make a difference for all of humanity. It's the intent to be here. Just your presence is honorable and correct. You are a piece of God walking the planet for a higher purpose. You are highly loved and honored. You planned to come here. You stood in line.

KNOW that you are a sacred entity of heaven itself. Partner with your Higher Self. KNOW who you really are.

Oct 10, 2020

Here We Go Again

Things are getting very weird for me again and I'm back to making daily changes. I've said it before and I'll say it again. It's all a huge puzzle. You have to be patient until all of the pieces fit and it's not always a fast process.

This is one thing that I've been guided to, over and over again. The human can begin to awaken and become aware, but you will only awaken fully when it's time. Only when your soul's "agreement" for you, is complete. Only when you are physically, emotionally, spiritually and mentally ready. Only when you and your Higher Self become ONE.

Another thing that I keep hearing is that this should be easy and effortless. Yet many are trying to rush it. They're seeking and searching for more information, more things to do, in order to get there more quickly. You cannot do it more quickly.

They're also saying that even after ascension is complete and you fully awaken, it's not all joy and bliss. You are still going to be YOU, the human. You can still get sick. There may still be pain. You will also get angry and frustrated, although you will deal with it much differently.

The bottom line is that "It will come to you". You don't have to seek, search, work hard or change yourself. It will all come to you if you let go and allow your Higher Self to guide you.


Another thing that I was guided to do, was delete every single blog post from the last 5 years. I asked my guidance numerous times, to make absolutely sure that I got the message right. WHY?

I still haven't figured out the reasoning behind it, but there is ALWAYS a reason.