Life-Desires Updates

I'm constantly reading and taking courses on the Law of Attraction. As I continue to find helpful information and experience those "ah-ha moments" I will post them here.


Jan 08, 2020

Shockwave In Norway Soil

On January 6th, something unexpected happened in the soil of northern Norway. “It seemed to be some kind of shockwave”.

Approximately 15 minutes before the disturbance the interplanetary magnetic field (IMF) near Earth abruptly swung around 180 degrees, and the solar wind density jumped more than 5-fold.

I don't understand it, but it sounds like some definite wierdness going on. If you're interested in things like this you can go to the article below.

Continue reading "Shockwave In Norway Soil"

Jan 03, 2020

2020 Is The Year of Clarity

I've heard many predictions that 2020 is the year of clarity. I've heard the words "blinding clarity" used. This means that there will be many truths that you didn't want to see or truths that are shocking to you. For me, this has been kicking my butt already and it began over a week ago.

A while back, I kept getting this feeling to leave this website alone. I even wrote about it a few times. Did I listen? Of course not. I had the typical "human" doubts. Was it good enough, accurate enough, should I change the wording? How many times have we heard that you don't have to FIX anything?

What I didn't BELIEVE was for that MOMENT it was perfect. For that MOMENT it was complete, not knowing that I was going to get all kinds of new information down the road. Not knowing that the new information was going to change something, on almost every page anyway. We humans just don't want to trust our intuition. We don't want to listen.

So last week, I was led to a video that was definitely some of that "blinding clarity". You can read about it in the next post.

After muscle testing it, asking over and over if this is the truth, I spent all day New Year's Eve making changes. To show the accuracy of muscle testing, as I finished each page I would ask if this is accurate. If I got a "no" I would go over that page again. Every single time, I would find something that I missed.

I thought that I was finished, then a few hours later, I had another "ah-ha" moment that caused me to add something else. It was this crazy long string of synchronicities and thoughts. Some of the thoughts were actually too brilliant to be my own.

I asked, "Is all of this necessary?" I got a yes. "Am I being led to all of this new information?" I got a yes. "Am I actually channeling some of these words and ideas"? I got another yes. I never expected the last answer.

We think that we have to hear voices in order to channel, but we don't.

The bottom line is that everything is about timing, patience, paying attention and trusting. Read the next post and this will make more sense.

Jan 02, 2020

Latest News

I hope that everyone enjoyed their holidays. Happy 2020!

Mine was a bit weird. I spent all day, New Year's Eve making changes to this website because of new information that I heard a few days before. I'm not a negative person, so I muscle tested every bit of this information first. I don't use the "fear factor" to get people's attention, so I was honestly hoping that it was all wrong. Unfortunately I got complete truth.

They always say that you're led to what you need to know. Normally I stay away from anything "negative" but I have a feeling that major chaos is ready to break loose.

This new information is about dark energies. These energies actually want us to destroy ourselves. They are also pushing against our ascension. Contrary to popular belief we are getting pushed backwards. No one wants to tell us that.

These are ancient energies, including the "fallen angels". They are millions, in some cases billions of years old. They have no love at all, they only want to manipulate us, hoping that we fail.

Before anyone worries, we can do something about it. I never thought that these words would come out of my mouth, but we have to get back to Source/Creator/God for assistance. We have to ASK. No one, not even Source, can interfere in anything unless we ASK.

Even worse, these energies are coming through many channels that we have all trusted. The channels themselves have no idea, so it's not their fault. They trust these voices.

This is much of what I had to delete. Quote after quote that may or may not be the truth, but these quotes were very likely channeled through humans, who are channeling dark energies.

I fought all of this, but when I muscle tested I got a "yes", delete it, change it. I do trust my muscle testing, although I may not like the answers that I get.

I just wrote an entire page on this. I explain what we can do about it, so click on the link below.

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Dec 23, 2019

This is REALLY Something To Think About

I just ran across Jamie Butler and Channeling Erik. I only listened to a few minutes of it so far, but I had to stop and write this.

It was an interview with Erik's mom and Jamie, channeling Erik.

Erik is a 20 year old young man, who committed suicide. One very significant point that he made was that it was pre-planned before his birth. His timing was a bit off, but it was MEANT to happen. This is not always the case, but for him it was.

If anyone chooses to listen, fair warning. When Erik speaks, he uses the language of a typical 20 year old. There's quite a few F-bombs, in case that bothers anyone. For me, I'm so used to it, it only made it more real, because Jaimie Butler does not talk like that.

The interviewer asked about his body. Erik said that you're total light and you move by thought. He said that it's hard to get used to. He gave the example of shaking hands with an old friend. He said that you don't feel the touch anymore, you merge with the other being. You then feel the emotions, but not the physical touch. He misses physical touch.

He talked about other things that he missed. He said that he loves pizza. He can manifest a pizza, but it's just not the same. He can't actually taste, smell or have the sensation of chewing a bite of pizza. He really misses that. Then he talked about riding his motorcycle. Yes, he can manifest a motorcycle in an instant, just by thought, but he doesn't have a physical body. He said that it's nothing like riding a motorcycle here on Earth. There's no physical sensation anymore.

These are just a couple of examples, but think about this. There are so many people who ask why they reincarnated here again. They don't want to be here anymore. In just a few minutes of listening to Erik, I understand why we come back. We come back to smell and taste freshly brewed coffee, to eat and taste delicious food, to feel physical hugs and kisses and to feel the grass under our feet. Think about life without your body and your 5 senses and then you'll understand why we come back.

Being on "the other side" isn't a "bad" thing, but there are no surprises, no mystery, no challenges. Erik says that Earth is really a great place to be. You just don't realize it.

Dec 08, 2019

This Was Intense

This is a great example of paying attention and putting the "puzzle pieces" together. At first it didn't sink in at all. In fact, it wasn't until 3 days later that I actually FELT it and it was a bit INTENSE. I was clearly being shown, but I wasn't paying attention.

No surprise, I was listening to a video. Yes, I listen to tons of videos. They said that a major core belief for many of us is that we don't believe that WE are God/Source/Creator. We don't believe that we have that much power. By now I've heard it hundreds of times so OK, I believe it. The Big Bang Theory pretty much explains it.

Then, I opened the book to do A Course In Miracles and it said, "There is nothing that my holiness cannot do." Looking back, isn't that basically the same thing?

Then last night I begin listening to another video. The woman was doing a group clearing on the deep core wound of being limited and not being the powerful creator that we are.

DUH!!! When you see the same basic thing coming up again and again it's telling you to PAY ATTENTION. It's not coincidence.

When she started doing the clearing it felt like someone had put a WWE championship belt around me and tightened it. It wasn't pain, just an intense pressure that went all the way around, with a large area in the front, around the solar plexus. What a surprise!! The solar plexus is your personal power.

Finally, I muscle tested it, saying "I guess this applies to me?" YES.

After I thought about it for a while, I realized that I have always been afraid to say or write, "You are God". I say that I believe it, but it's still a bit uncomfortable. Then the word "holiness" in A Course In Miracles makes me slightly uncomfortable. I don't consider myself holy at all, but then again what does that actually mean???

We have absolutely no idea the deep core beliefs and ideas that we still hold onto. After all these years and all of the things that I've cleared, this was BIG. You might wonder why this is so important. This is also new.

Until you believe with 100% certainty that you are "God". Until you believe how powerful you really are, karma, vows, agreements and soul contracts will continue to exist.

I muscle tested all of this and it is a TRUTH. I also muscle tested to see if I had released my belief and I got a yes.

A few weeks ago, I realized that I couldn't say I LOVE MONEY and really mean it. Every time I said it there was this tiny little twinge of discomfort.

2020 is almost here. We need to get rid of all this old garbage.

Dec 07, 2019

The 2020 Energies Begin

Thursday night, 12-5-19 I felt really weird. My heart chakra was vibrating and I was extremely dizzy.

Yesterday I decided to check the Schumann Resonance. All I can say is Holy S---!!

For anyone who doesn't know, the Schumann Resonance is the frequency of Mother Earth or Gaia. They also call it the "heartbeat". Many years ago, normal was considered to be around 7.83 Hz. There are always spikes but nothing too significant. I've been watching it for about a year now and it has steadily increased. The new "normal" seems to be around 11-12 Hz, with spikes to 25-30 Hz. That's no big deal anymore.

It hit 100 Hz. a few weeks ago and I thought that was astronomical. Yesterday it hit 158 Hz. That's ONE HUNDRED FIFTY EIGHT. It's the highest that I've ever seen it. I looked at a few "spiritual" Facebook pages and they noticed it too.

I just found this in an email from Sandra Walter:

"Wide awake for Schumann spikes. Surges from Gaia stimulate Divine DNA and transfiguration. Breathe. Be a conduit. Hydrate".

Note- If you want to check into it yourself, the site that I use is Schumann Resonance Today - Update. The time zone is UTC which is Universal Time Coordinated out of Russia, so you have to convert it to your own time zone. They reported the 158 Hz on 12-6-19, but for me it was actually the night before.

Nov 17, 2019

I Don't Get Upset Very Often

Even though I've been studying this for a very long time, I still get hit with the "spiritual 2x4" every once in a while.

It's pretty rare for me to get angry, but for some reason that's sort of how I reacted when I heard this. I'm not even sure why. Maybe it was simply the realization that I still have things to learn too. It was basically the same old information, but it's how it was worded that completely changed everything.

Suddenly this quote from Bashar made total sense.

"Why would you assume that where you are now is not perfectly where you need to be?"

In every single moment, everything that happens is perfectly what YOU NEED. Every person that you come in contact with is acting the way that YOU NEED them to act. Every situation is happening because that's how YOU NEED it to happen. I've said it over and over, but it never resonated like this before. You are being SHOWN something, in every single moment of your life.

Someone may piss you off because in that moment you needed that experience for a reason. This explains why you can't blame anyone. There is no right or wrong. YOU NEEDED it to happen and it was created for a reason. This is when you stop and ask, "What is this showing me?"

You may not have any money, because for one reason or another YOU NEED that experience. You didn't do anything wrong. There is just something that you need to realize or change. Maybe you're worrying too much and when you realize that worrying won't bring you the money, then things will begin to change. Maybe it's simply having more faith and trusting the Universe.

Every moment IS PERFECT because you are experiencing what YOU NEED. Remember that it's all an illusion, a game, a big fat story.

My husband is a great example. He's a big believer in rules, especially when it comes to driving. He has no patience for "stupid drivers". Lately, every time we go out, it amazes me how many people don't use their turn signals. They block his way or park too close. This doesn't seem to happen to me.

What is all of this showing him? He needs to chill out. He needs to stop getting so upset and stop being so "rule" oriented. Let it go!

So then you DO have everything that you NEED in every moment. You DO have divine guidance. You may not like what's happening, but it's simply showing you something. In most cases it's probably showing you that you need to just surrender.

It didn't take too long for me to realize, that rather than being angry it's actually a blessing.

Nov 14, 2019

New Information

I've had so many ah-ha moments lately, that I'm going to combine a few here in one post.

This began a few weeks ago when I listened to a podcast by channel and actress, Dee Wallace. Some may remember her as the mother in the movie E.T., among others. As she answered each one of her calls, she would ask if they woke up and set there intention for the day. Many said that they did, but Dee's "guides" interrupted almost all of them with a "No".

The callers really thought that they had done it, but in reality they were just empty words. They were saying it, but deep within they didn't really believe it.

Some would say things like, "I want to do this today" and "I would like to do that", but that's not setting a FIRM intention. You have to KNOW what it is that you want. You have to KNOW it 100%. "Today, I AM health". "Today, I AM wealth". "Today, I AM thriving" and you have to MEAN IT.

I also found this interesting. She said that many of us have thoughts about one or both of these. "If something is good for me, then I don't like it" OR "If I love it, then it can't be good for me". She calls it an "umbrella belief". For example, "I know that exercise is good for me but I don't like it". "Beets are good for me, but I don't like them". On the flip side we may say or think, "I love mocha cappuccinos, but they can't possibly be good for me".

Your subconscious mind is storing all of these thoughts. So now it will push ANYTHING away that you believe is "good" for you, because many times you don't like it. Your subconscious was designed to protect you. So now, for example, it may push perfect health away because it's good for you and you don't like things that are good for you. Does this make sense?

Begin changing those thoughts to a positive. "If it's good for me, I love it" AND "If I love it, it's good for me". That doesn't mean that you must DO everything. Just change the thought about it.

To add one more thing to this, I picked up A Course In Miracles and the lesson said: "I have no neutral thoughts". Every single thought that you have has meaning.


Now this one is BIG. Has anyone ever told you that you MUST ask for your desires to be brought into the physical? You have to command it.

"I command that the PHYSICAL experience of this be made manifest in my life NOW".


You may also like the post below, called "This Was So Good" because it ties into this.

I also wrote a whole new page on "The Words That We Use". Do you realize that you CLAIM anything that follows I AM? Connect to that by clicking the "Continue reading New Information" link.

Continue reading "New Information"

Nov 13, 2019

This Was So Good

I heard this the other night and it makes so much sense.

"There must be choice in order to create consciousness". If you want to direct your energy to shift, to change, to expand, to recreate itself, there must be conscious choice. When there is no choice, it equals a victim experience.

In other words, for most of your life your subconscious mind has been running the show, making choices for you based on your beliefs. How has that worked out for you?

What you have to do is consciously choose your experiences. Remember that there is nothing outside of you. You are your own creator. When you don't consciously choose and KNOW what you want, then you are allowing your subconscious mind to be in control. If you don't consciously take back the direction of your thoughts, you will just keep getting the same old results over and over again.

You must CHOOSE to be healthy by saying I AM healthy. KNOW it. OWN it. CHOOSE to be wealthy by saying I AM wealthy. I AM financially free. CHOOSE happiness by saying I AM happy and I CHOOSE love. It is our divine right to create what we choose and to choose where we place our focus.

So now your subconscious mind will say that a statement like "I AM wealthy" is not true. This isn't about TRUTH, it's where you're directing your energy. You want to direct your energy to the highest good, the highest possibility and the highest choice as much as possible.

What we tend to say is, "Well, I've been working on it" or "I'm trying". Working on it, trying, hoping, wishing is not directing your energy to the highest choice. All you'll get is more trying, more hoping and more wishing.

Your not telling a lie, you are directing energy. You are telling your own energy what you want to create and what you want to attract more of. So then, if "Ask and you shall receive" is true, have you been asking for your highest possible choice?

Again... nothing is outside of you. YOU are your own source. You are the creator. Take your power back. Own it. It's your energy, your vibration, your power.

When your subconscious mind tells you that it's not possible, simply correct it and say "I no longer believe that."

Oct 28, 2019

Many Won't Like This

I was listening to a channel last night and he said something interesting. Many awakened humans don't realize that they're "there". They don't realize that they're done. It's all because there is still something about being human that they actually enjoy.

It could be that you actually like a little bit of drama to keep things interesting, so you keep creating it. It could be that you actually enjoy some challenges. Maybe you enjoy figuring out the solutions, rather than allowing the Universe to do it all for you. You may not want to give up all of your control. If you've done this for any length of time and you've found some ease in your life, you may feel comfortable right where you are.

This is the one that came up for me. Even though I've been doing this for a very long time, I enjoy learning. It gives me something to do. He said that many of us really don't need to know anything more. I muscle tested that and for me it was a truth. We don't need to keep seeking that "big answer", because there isn't one. That was also a truth. I also enjoy doing and I won't allow myself to just sit back and relax.

We need to allow energy to serve us. It's our own energy. We need to KNOW that we really do KNOW. All that we have to DO is relax, pay attention to where we're directing that energy and stop doubting. Unfortunately for many of us that's boring.

This explains why every time I muscle test things like: "Should I listen to this video, read this book, buy this course", I get a "no". It's pretty obvious that I'm not listening, but this has been going on for many months. The only thing that I still get a "yes" on is "A Course In Miracles.

Oct 13, 2019

Listening To A Past Life Regression

Last night I was listening to a past life regression on You Tube. It was sort of long and boring, but I just kept listening. I knew that there was going to be a message there.

Many of us know by now, that we have chosen a basic path for this life. Many challenges were intended to happen. Many people in your life were meant to be here. Yet we often ask why we chose this particular life. What the heck were we thinking? This was a great example.

In the first life that this woman visited, she was married to a very successful man. She said that she felt like it was an arranged marriage and this was her "job". The house was huge and very ornate. She had money, servants, beautiful clothes, but her husband was never home. The only outside contact was a weekly tea with a few other women. There was an occasional "business" party when her husband was there, but she didn't really know anyone. Under hypnosis the woman kept saying, "I don't do anything. The servants even make my bed for me. What a sad life. It's so boring." The only thing that she liked about that life was the beautiful clothing.

They didn't get into too many specifics about her current life, but they did mention that she's very busy, to the point of exhaustion at times. It sounded like she has a big family and plenty of love, but she also takes on everyone else's problems. This life is chaotic. She also had a major medical scare recently. Her wardrobe in this life is minimal because she doesn't take time for herself and her own needs.

She realized that she chose her current life to be in total contrast to the first life. They were complete and total opposites in every way. She realized that the Universe was pushing her to have this regression in order to show her.

In her case it was obvious. She needs to find a halfway point between a life that she thought was totally boring and this life of chaos. She needs balance. She needs to slow down. The medical scare was a way to get her attention.

I say it over and over that you never do anything "wrong", you are just being shown something. You simply have to figure out what it is. You chose this life for a reason. It really is a "game". Everything about this regression made it crystal clear.

In just the last few days I've heard "jigsaw puzzle" mentioned 3 or 4 times. That's what life is. You have to figure out where all of the pieces go.

Sep 27, 2019

I Had An Epiphany Today

If we all believe that we are divine beings who came here to have a human experience, then you have to ask why we get so upset over things.

We have all had many lives prior to this one. Many, if not most of your lives, have been right here on Earth. Do you realize that reincarnation was never in the original plan? We are the ones who keep choosing to come back.

For thousands and thousands of years, there have been people who dislike each other for one reason or another. There has been disease. There have been plagues. There have always been people who are more "successful" than others. Natural disasters have always occurred. There has always been drama and chaos. In some cases things have improved and in other cases it hasn't.

We knew what the possibilities and probabilities could be when we chose this lifetime. We chose to come here and experience the "good", the "bad" and the "ugly". No one made us do it. We had free will.

We need to appreciate and accept ALL experiences, because that's all they are.


I heard this a day later and decided to add it, because it really sums it all up.

If you believe that you are an eternal being, then ask yourself this question. What is the ONLY thing that you can take with you when you leave this lifetime? It's your wisdom, which came from all of these experiences. Whether you perceive them as good or bad, you gained wisdom from each and every one of them. That's why we do this. That's why we chose to come here.

Jul 14, 2019

Are You Trying To Quit Smoking?

I'm a smoker who has tried to quit many times. I was listening to an Abraham-Hicks video about addictions and I was actually shocked when they began to talk about smoking. I was waiting for "the lecture" and instead they made it sound like it's not such a bad thing.

They said that first of all, big cities like Los Angeles have such bad air quality that it's actually worse than smoking. They said that your cells will adapt to whatever environment you're in so don't worry too much about it. They mentioned that since many people don't like smoking and it's banned in so many places, it gives you an excuse to just relax and be alone with yourself for a while. They also said that if you're judging and criticizing yourself in any way, because you've tried to quit and you can't, that's even worse. That's a terrible vibration to be in. Give yourself a break. Not once did Abraham say that it was unhealthy.

Now many people won't believe this, but I use muscle testing all the time. I've asked many times if certain things cause cancer. I specifically asked if smoking causes cancer and I got a "No". I asked if it's just the BELIEF that actually causes the cancer and I got a "Yes".

I'm not telling anyone to keep smoking. All I'm saying is that if you can't quit, don't beat yourself up over it. I believe that as we raise our vibrations, one day we will suddenly just say, "That's it, I don't need these anymore".

Jun 04, 2019

I Thought That I Had Forgiven

I've been reading a channeled book recently, called Love and a Map to the Unaltered Soul by Tina Louise Spalding. The first portion of the book was channeled through her guides. They explain that we really are looking for love in all the wrong places, which caused me to update my Self Love page.

The second part of the book is Jesus (Jeshua). He was talking about forgiveness and holding resentments. I really thought that I had done all of my forgiveness work until I read this.

It wasn't until Jesus asked if you resent the church, that I really felt something. Even though I've never been a big fan of religion and much of it didn't resonate with me, I must still hold some resentment there.

Then I thought about what the Pleiadians said, about Earth being the Grand Experiment and how WE created it and it's all just a "game". I wrote about this on my Aliens page. The first time that I heard that, I'll admit, I was pissed. I remember saying "WTF were we thinking". I realized that although I've heard it a number of times since then, I'm still holding resentment there too.

What about the governments? I'm not going to touch that subject, but we all know that they're hiding things from us. Why aren't they telling us what they know? Do you resent that?

Do you resent the fact that if you knew all of this, way back when, you could have created a different life?

The point is that it's not just people who we need to forgive. It's also situations and the things that we have been taught that require forgiveness.

Feb 27, 2019

Linear Thinking

This post applies to those of us who have been on this "path" for many years. Those who know how the Universe works and completely understand that we have created our own realities.

Recently, I've mentioned a couple of times, that I'm getting a very clear message to STOP. It's not a voice, it's just a knowing. I've muscle tested many of my questions about it and I'm simply being told to stop everything. I ask if I should listen to a particular video. "No". Should I read this book? "No".

I finally get it. Humans believe that they have to do, do, do. We believe in "a hard days work". We believe that we need to keep doing all of the things that we've always done. We believe that there's more to learn. Haven't you heard Abraham-Hicks and others tell us to stop trying so hard and get out of your own way? It's time to let go of doing and just relax. Take a nap. Have some fun. I can't remember who it was but one of the videos that I heard recently said, "YOU'RE DONE just STOP"!

Everything has to do with linear thinking and old 3D beliefs. I wrote a whole new page about it. Hopefully I explained it simply enough that everyone will understand it.

Continue reading "Linear Thinking"

Feb 24, 2019


All of a sudden it seems like everything that I listen to is putting the puzzle pieces together for disease and illness. How it all ties in with forgiveness.

Dr. Bruce Lipton said many years ago that 95% of disease is caused by our emotions.

How many times have you heard that you don't realize how powerful you really are? How many times have you heard to stop searching outside of yourself for answers and go within?

Last night I heard a higher dimensional being say that anger causes cancer. This is why it spreads so quickly. When people are diagnosed with cancer they get scared. Many get even more angry. They begin asking, "Why me?" They try to "fight it" and "battle it", rather than accepting it and completely loving themselves.

Then another said that knee problems come from feeling unsupported emotionally. I would imagine that anything from the lower back down would have something to do with support or possibly being afraid to move forward.

Heart problems come from a closed heart. Even though many are beginning to open their hearts, I've also heard that most of us are terrified to open them all the way. We only open it under certain conditions.

Stomach issues are caused by anxiety and worry.

It's all beginning to make sense. We are the cause of our own illness and disease.

If we only knew how powerful we really are and more important, that we are never alone, we would never feel unsupported. We would know that we're perfectly capable of taking care of ourselves. We wouldn't have the anger and resentment towards others that many of us do. This is where the self love comes in. If we could only appreciate who we really are and know how strong we are.

When we realize this, then we can forgive, let go of the anger and the resentment. Stop blaming everyone else. Open our hearts completely and enjoy life. Then I believe that disease will begin to disappear.

Feb 05, 2019

Why Am I Here?

There are so many people who ask why they're here. What is my purpose? What did I come here to do?

Have you ever heard of the book Power vs. Force by Dr. David R Hawkins? From that book Dr. Hawkins created a chart called the Map of Consciousness. You can Google it if your interested.

In order to keep this short, I'll explain it simply. Each human emotion or level of consciousness has a number associated with it. A few examples are: Humiliation/shame, the lowest vibration - 20. Blame/guilt - 30. Anger - 150. Love - 500. Joy - 540 and 700-1000 are levels of enlightenment. These are overall, dominant states of consciousness and it doesn't mean that if you get angry you immediately drop down to 150 again.

His findings say that "1 individual at level 300 counterbalances 90,000 individuals below level 200." What does that actually mean?

It means that if you're a person who's hopeful and optimistic and you've learned to control your negative emotions, you will counterbalance 90,000 people who are below 200. Those are the people living with deep negative emotions which include anger, grief, guilt/blame, fear and shame.

If you're studying this type of information, you must be working to raise your vibration. You must be seeing hope for the future. You may already be at level 300 or above. Look at what you're doing. You have counterbalanced 90,000 people. NINETY THOUSAND!!!!

1 individual at level 400, which is a person who feels that their life has meaning, counterbalances 400,000 individuals below level 200. It increases and multiplies from there.

You may not think that you're doing anything, but just your presence is making a difference. This is why you're here. This is why you don't have to DO anything, except BE happy and BE you.

I heard something a few days later that will take this a step farther. Someone said that when we have a 51% to 49% balance, then all of our hard work will kick in. This isn't an actual count of people, it's the overall balance of consciousness.

You may not believe in muscle testing, but it's all I've got. According to that, we are between 47% and 48%. I didn't get too specific, but we don't have far to go. Keep raising your vibration and just BE. Love is going to be what puts us over that hump.

Feb 05, 2019

Have You Experienced Loss?

There is so, so much going on right now that I'm having a hard time keeping up. I'm going to have to start making changes to this site.

I feel that this one is really important for many.

I was listening to one of the most beautiful messages that I've ever heard from Archangel Raphael. Of course my version won't be as beautiful as his, but this is what he said.

There are many souls leaving the planet right now. This includes animals. What we have to remember is that every soul is having their own experience. Every soul had something that they wanted to accomplish when they came into this human body. Our soul has free will. It always has and it always will. It is a souls CHOICE to leave.

Many souls have NOT had the experience of being human before. Many came in to experience density, to see what it was like. Many came in to experience 3D to see what that was like. Others have experienced what they came to "learn" and they're finished. There are so many reasons, but again, they are choosing to leave.

What we have to remember is that there are no accidents. They may seem like accidents, but it was supposed to happen. Raphael said that there is so much being cleaned out from old 3D right now, it's like "a meteor shower" in our outside experience. Stuff is coming to the surface, flying everywhere, dissipating, leaving and that includes some of the souls that are finished with their experience.

I've said this many times before and I don't mean for this to sound uncaring in any way, but things are actually very simple. We want to make things so complicated. We make things personal when they actually have nothing to do with us at all. You really have to remember that it's all ENERGY. Our bodies are energy, but the soul never dies. They're all still here when they choose to be.

Feb 04, 2019

What Are You Doing Most of the Day?

Many of us have some sort of daily "spiritual practice". Some may meditate, do yoga, journal or say affirmations. How much time do you spend on those practices each day? Maybe 15 minutes, a half hour or an hour?

What do you do for the rest of the day? Where do you allow your mind to wander? Are there things that still push your buttons? How do you actually FEEL the rest of the day? Do you show gratitude during the day? Do you spend most of your time living in each NOW moment or do you find yourself going back into judgement, worry or fear later on?

It's your DOMINANT thoughts and feelings that matter. It's the rest of your day that matters. If you're doing your "spiritual work" for just a small portion of your day and ignoring the rest, then it's actually doing very little.

I used to have a page on this site about meditation and another on visualization. I deleted both of them. If you're not paying attention to the rest of your day then it doesn't really matter what practice you use.

I never liked meditation and I can't visualize anything. I've tried, but it only frustrated me. Yet I thought that they were sooo important. I learned a long time ago that if you don't enjoy it, don't do it. If it's frustrating in any way, don't do it. If you don't have time, don't worry about it. If you forget to do it, oh well. No one cares.

I'm not saying that these practices aren't a good idea, if you enjoy them. What I'm saying is, check in with yourself quite often during the day. Stop and see how you're FEELING, often. Spend more time paying attention to the rest of your day than any "spiritual practices". If you haven't learned to live in the NOW, for most of your day, that's actually a better place to put your efforts.

Jan 13, 2019

The Thought Behind The Thought

I remember reading about "the thought behind the thought" many years ago. If memory serves me, I believe that it was in the book Conversations With God by Neale Donald Walsh. Unfortunately, when you read as much as I do, you tend to forget some of these things.

Last night I was listening to a discussion about money. It was like something smacked me up the side of the head.

There is no doubt that it's about how you FEEL, but it's also the WHY, the REASON that you want something that can make the difference.

What feeling would $1,000,000 give you? Many say freedom and I often use freedom myself. BUT, think about "the thought behind the thought". Is it freedom from the "prison" that you've been in? Is it freedom from a job that you hate? Is it freedom from that stack of bills that you have? The actual thought behind that thought is ESCAPE and it's not a good place to be.

Sometimes we use words that sound good on the surface, but if you dig deeper, they don't have the same meaning. Escape and freedom are very similar, but think about the feeling behind each one. Escape definitely has a negative undertone to it and the Universe will say, "They aren't quite ready yet".

If you do things, want things, feel things from pure love and joy then that's a great place to be.

Jan 03, 2019


This is something to really think about. Many people believe that they are being punished for something or that they did something wrong and that's why things are challenging. They may believe that they don't deserve to be happy.

Have you ever thought how easy it would be for the Universe (God) to just forget about you? With 7.3 billion people on this planet it wouldn't be difficult.

No, the Universe loves you. These challenges are an attempt to SHOW you, to remind you, in the only way that it can, that there is another solution. It's attempting to make you recognize it. It may be opening the door to another option, but you don't see it.

Haven't you ever looked back on something and said, "You know what? That's the best thing that ever happened.

This is why you have to stay calm, change your perspective and ask questions. What is the Universe trying to show me or get me to see? How can I look at this differently? Pay attention and watch for signs and synchronicities.

Even if this is something that you (your soul) planned before birth, ask what you have learned from it.

Continue reading "Challenges"

Dec 25, 2018

Living From The Heart

When I updated my page called "Live From The Heart" I used muscle testing to see how open my heart was. After many, many years of reading and studying this, I was sure that my heart was wide open. I muscle tested at only 66%. That's not terrible, but not even close to 100%. I had to start asking where am I not loving, caring or compassionate enough?

By using muscle testing again, I realized that it's not because I close my heart to strangers. It's my own family. With strangers I am at 100%.

Then last week I understood. The Universe showed me when my husband got pretty sick. He couldn't keep anything down for 2 days and I really did feel compassion for him. I did all that I could for him for 3 days. Finally, on day 4, he was better although he still wouldn't eat anything. He wouldn't even try. I'm thinking that if he won't even try, he will never get his strength back. By this time I'm waiting on him hand and foot. By day 5, he finally ate a few spoonfuls of soup.

Maybe it's me, but my compassion was slowly going out the window. He wouldn't do a darn thing to help himself. On top of that, the dog felt somewhat neglected and ate the TV remote to get back at us.

I'm sure that you get the picture. It's not the strangers that pass through your life. It's the people that you deal with on a daily basis. I believe that's where the work needs to be done.

Continue reading "Living From The Heart"

Dec 07, 2018

Dr. Robert Anthony

From a recent email:

Your current level of results is nothing more than the residual outcome of your past thoughts, feelings and actions. They have nothing to do with what you are capable of or who you are capable of becoming unless you continue to make decisions based on those results. If you do, you will continue to create the same things over and over again in your life.

Look at your body, your bank account, your house, your car, your relationships, your job or lack thereof and what vibrations you have been offering, because your results are nothing more than a feedback mechanism--a mirror of what you have been thinking, feeling and acting.

Think about a mirror for a moment. A mirror does not judge, it does not say if something is "good" or "bad", "right" or "wrong". It does not edit or delete. A mirror just reflects back whatever is put in front of it.

Nov 23, 2018

Advice From Neale Donald Walsch

People ask me all the time, “Neale, how can I get more abundance in my life? How can I get better relationships? How can I earn more money? How can I have better health?”

I look them in the eye and say: “You know what? That’s not the real problem. That’s the EFFECT of the problem. There is another problem that is the root of all other problems.”

The real problem is that you’re trying to do it all alone. You’re living as if there’s no other force, no other energy in the Universe that you can tap into. And you think life has to be that way.

Life is meant to be exactly the opposite of that.

Life is meant to be a process where you collaboratively engage with the essence of the Universe or "God", if you choose to call it that. When you bring that essence into your life, all those other problems of low income, relationships that don’t work, not finding the right livelihood...all these problems can go away.

Dec 10, 2016

Let Go Of The Control

I was reading something the other night where Mike Dooley said....The Universe is like your GPS. You put in the destination and that's it. You let the GPS tell you the quickest and easiest way to get there.

We keep trying to control everything by saying that it has to happen this way or that way. We're going by societies rules, not the Universe. When we believe that it can only happen a certain way we are limiting it. You may actually be pushing away other possibilities.

Focus on your end goal only and forget the bull and the lies that society has taught us, the Universe is full of infinite possibilities. There are so many unbelievable ways that things can happen. Infinite ways for things to fall right into place. We often get in our own way. Be willing to accept it any way that it wants to come to you. Stop telling the Universe HOW.

Here's a perfect example. My son wanted a new truck. He's temporarily running our business, while my husband is recuperating from hip surgery. The business is in my husband's name and payments come to him. As far as a bank is concerned, our son doesn't have a job or any real proof of income. I just write him a personal check each week.

Last week, he was saying that it's impossible to get a new truck, without a real job. I told him to focus on driving that truck and love that truck even though he doesn't have it yet. He was teasing me, saying that this Law of Attraction stuff is crap and he thinks that I'm nuts.

Well, I don't know if he did what I said or not, but he got a call yesterday, saying that his loan was approved. He pulled in the driveway with a beautiful truck, exactly what he wanted. I no longer doubt the Universe. Not for a moment.

Joe Vitale told a similar story in one of his books. Anything is possible if you can just let go of trying to control the HOW.

Nov 17, 2016

Our Greatest Limitations

I never thought of this before. It's the things that we think are right and good in our lives that are our greatest limitations. If you think that it's already good, then how willing would you be to change it? How willing are you to try for bigger and better if you're already satisfied? How many times have you said, "That's good enough?" Is it really good enough or are you just settling for it? Be very grateful for the good, but don't be satisfied unless you're completely happy with it. Keep asking, "How can it get even better than this?" or try saying, "I'll take more like that please".

Have you just said, "Isn't that being greedy?" If you did, then you have just limited it. That's what we have been taught.

In fact, let's take this even farther. When we draw a conclusion about anything, we have limited it. Nothing will come into our awareness that is any different. Anytime we judge anything as being this way or that way, we have limited it.

Trust the Universe. Stop judging things as good or bad, right or wrong. We seem to put labels on everything. We pre-determine that it should be this way or that way. We are not letting the Universe do it's work. Remember that we are limitless.

Take the idea that you will only be rich if you win the lottery. You have narrowed down the playing field, because that's what you believe. You just set a limitation. There could be a totally unexpected opportunity out there waiting for you, but you just narrowed down the possibilities.

What conclusions have you drawn about things that have now limited the possibilities? How often have you said, "That's good enough". Is it?

Nov 02, 2016

How Many Times Have You Said......

I don't need any help. I'll do it myself. No one can do it the way that I like it done anyway. I can do it faster than they can. Thanks, but I can handle it myself. I don't expect anyone to help.

I think that most of us say that kind of stuff all the time. Most of us aren't very good at receiving. We don't allow help and we don't expect help. We're not used to it. We're used to controlling everything and doing it ourselves.

Unfortunately, if we don't allow the Universe to help us, we won't get what we really want. I have a feeling that many of us, including myself, have been pushing it away, because it's not in our nature. Learn to ask for assistance and accept it.

Oct 31, 2016

Here's A Question For You

I think that I can safely say that we all want to be happy. Whether it's money or a relationship or travel, we're all going for happy.

How many times in the past week have you done something to make YOU happy? Really give this some thought.

Creating comes from where you put your energy and your attention. We rarely put that energy and attention on ourselves. We put it on everyone and everything else.

You are the only one that can create for YOU. Love yourself enough to make time for YOU and do something that brings you joy. In the end, you want to be at peace with being you.